Reblogged from 1000scientists
I so fucking much hate being lied to. Particularly when its the one person in my life that constantly keeps telling me “please be honest with me, tell me the truth.” Over and over and over. Yet here I stand, wondering how you can keep saying that when right now you’re doing the opposite.
Fucking hypocrite.
Puddle by The Djudju Beast on Flickr.
It’s raining hard. I yearn for this rain. I see it running down my office window, silhouetting the trees outside. And I wish to go outside, undress and lie down naked on the grass. I yearn to feel the rain on my skin. I’m lost and disconnected in this world. I want to feel some connection. And be it just to earth and grass and cold water falling from the sky.
so… you’re not in the mood to cuddle…. fine. but where’s the big deal in just holding me for a minute? All I wanted was to see you and be near you.
And really? Telling ME that you don’t wanna stop doing things all day long, cos then you gotta start thinking about your life?! Wow! You really are living up to your “I gotta be selfish right now” statement.
Moments like this are when I look down the balcony balustrade and wonder if this height would be sufficient. Then I think of my mom, and dismiss the thought and instead get an awfully tight knot in my stomach.
cheers!
